Today is the most unusual day,

because we have never lived before;

we will never live it again;

it’s the only day we have.

-William Arthur Ward

💆‍♀️ 火暴

To all the lazy people who seeks for shortcuts

To all the self-entitled people who are reluctant to make their life better

To all the delusional people who thinks they are absolutely right in everything

To those who loves making assumptions without knowing understanding the situation first

I just had my crazy day; period.

Subconsciously, I’m really afraid to grow up becoming like her.

In my dream, I was being controlling, frightened and saying ridiculous things towards Nic cause of my insecurities.

It wasn’t the usual me.

And I dislike hearing him saying “You are like your mom”

Hey, I’m not.

I’m really not.

To me, that’s a nightmare.

And I never wanted to be like her.

I only want to be an understanding & able to communicate well with my partner, being close to him & someone whom he can trust & speak to, as a loving partner.

Being his Best Friend, his Dearest & his only Soulmate.

The walls of my nose seems to be bleeding non stop.

It’s frustrating

Cause my nose is constantly block

Was the air really that dry ?

Or my nose being over-sensitive

Itchy

Blocked

Feverish

…

I heard, a mother’s love is unconditional.

Her love would consists of

Trust

Listen

Pillar of Support

Patience

Forgiving

Caring

Provide Comfort

Protection

Kindness

Till today, I’m not sure about mine.

White ghostly figure

Standing at my door

“Hi Pa ”

I wish I could call

A voice that stuck in my throat.

“ Why are you wearing white? ”

 “ Where are you now? ”

I wish I could ask

Looking right into each other

You did not mention anything

It was an awkward silence

I get it

you don’t belong here

You came to see me

To tell me you have long gone

It is time for me to acknowledge

A time for us to bid goodbye

Was it a dream

Was it a reality

You know, I couldn’t tell

Corrinne May’s fly away was my comfort

It’s the one thing that seems to understand me perfectly

She sings

“You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I’ll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we’ll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away”

I hope you’ll fly high

Above the sky

I hope to see you someday

Where our paths meet again

Learn to pick your

Friends better

Word Better

Fights Better

Not every battle worth fighting for.

A feeling of sadness, repentance, or disappointment over spilled milk

“Get over it” they said.

“You’ve gotta be stronger than this” I’ve cried

All I knew is,

You’ve bring it up & you’ve pulled me down.

But now,

I’ve to pull myself up, and bring myself forward.

Knock Knock

Who’s at the door?

It’s you

who breaks down my wall

Wall to wall

Core to core

I heard your call

And I’m here to soar.