Subconsciously, I’m really afraid to grow up becoming like her.
In my dream, I was being controlling, frightened and saying ridiculous things towards Nic cause of my insecurities.
It wasn’t the usual me.
And I dislike hearing him saying “You are like your mom”
Hey, I’m not.
I’m really not.
To me, that’s a nightmare.
And I never wanted to be like her.
I only want to be an understanding & able to communicate well with my partner, being close to him & someone whom he can trust & speak to, as a loving partner.
Being his Best Friend, his Dearest & his only Soulmate.
