9yrs ago, I wrote you a farewell letter.
Through my schooling years, I’ve been wondering where you are.
9years later, heard upon you being a lost soul. I feel guilty & sad & blame them for being selfish doing what they think is right for them to do, but not doing what they suppose to do for you. Left you hungry, homeless & so many unfortunate things constantly happen.
I pray for you to Rest In Peace, and provide peace for your daughter as well.
Her life has been upside down ever since you left. She’s really sad & she really needs your help to move on with her life.
She’s your most loved Daughter in the family, isn’t it?
She is granted to you by god in your dream isn’t she?
Now that she doesn’t have her own real family , she’s all by herself with her Boyfriend & her Boyfriend’s family support. She has no own kin & own relatives to support her in her life anymore.
Does she deserves all these?
Accusations …
Pests infestations …
She wishes for a decent stable job, debts free, a loving husband & having her own family.
Can you help her with that?
She really needs your help as a Father.
You’ve never once bought her a birthday gift that ever child wants from their parents.
She remembers you for buying her lunch and fruits every weekends.
She remembers she tries to teach you chinese words when you are having stroke.
She remembers you for being a talented religious painter & you drew the bread factory map so well. She remembers your talent, your jokes, laughter, mischievous face whenever mom scolds you.
She remembers & feel sad how lonely you are when you’re all alone at the void deck doing nothing & yet there’s nth that she knows she can do. She hates to see mom doing this to you, and she wonders why does it seems normal in her eyes.
There’s so much complicated feelings she’s feeling until now.
She’s going to help you for your last journey, hope that you can find peace & finally have a home:)
Can you help her with that to make her life normal & happy once again ? 🙏🏻
I miss you.
And I really wanted a normal happy loving family like others do.
