I never had constant nightmares like these before.
Nightmares tire me out.
Its strange, to know how frighten I was in my dreams.
The love hate relationship is way too strong.
I am so afraid that she will broke me again cause I know I’m never the same anymore.
She torn my reputation & named me a convict of a crime which I never did.
I just want to run away from you, you know ?
So that I can live in peace with myself.
It is so scary to realise the fact I’m better off with myself than living with someone who constantly hurts me.
She has no guilt
She is stubborn
She is selfish
She denies anyone who cross her path, she is a believer of her own.
She believes she has every right to do things her way as she is a mother
She didn’t’ realised , she was a mother.
But not now.
