As days went by,
I’m getting stronger & stronger each day. (I’m getting used to it)
As compared to orphans who are abandon & have no idea who their parents are, my life is considered much better.
At least I know who my folks are , how they look like, their personalities & how they lived their lives.
I was once born in a lively huge family before everything was collapsed.
I like my life now, I’m able to fee; confident with what I can do by myself .
If I don’t do it well, I practice again with confidence & I did perfectly fine.
Living by myself without anyone telling me & cursing me:
You can’t
You can never do well
You irritates me
Not happy then You get out
You are born to disrupt my life
You confirm fail, You won’t be successful in anything you do
You don’t take things seriously
Nobody can accept you, if there is, that person must be blind
You are living happily now, your life will not be good in future, you will have a bitter life
You kids will not treat you right
Your in laws will not love you
…
I was surrounded by such negativity.
I was never confident nor positive even tho I appear to be a loud & cheerful person
I always seems to be too bubbly & tough, because I got so used to protect my emotions by myself.
It has been a tough mental struggly btw Love & Hated.
I quit.
No more screaming at me, threathening me to leave.
If you love me the way I deserve, then I should love myself more.
And I did it
